Broken

As I lay here in our cold, dark room alone with tears streaming down my face I have never felt more broken. What do you do when you can't give the person you love the most the one thing in the world they want more than anything? It hits me out of nowhere sometimes and I just cry. There are some days when I can't bare to get out of bed cause I feel like such a giant failure as a wife and a women. I'm at my breaking point, I don't know what to do...